Forgiving yourself takes time
Give yourself a break
I started my birth day by breaking my favorite coffee mug.
Once upon a time, I would’ve been kicking myself for hours, days even, for my clumsiness and stupidity. But all I did yesterday morning was let out a short string of colorful words and phrases, clean up the mess, and get on with the business of celebration.
Age brings perspective, and I have now amassed a goodly amount.
So will you. Just wait and see. And try to be more forgiving of yourself in the meantime.